[Oshakai]

Hi there so some for the past few days I've been acting more and more like a dick on the server. And to be honest I realized that today. I've been struggling with my BPD(borderline personality disorder) and Bipolar depression for a while now, and I've been taking my pain out on people. For everyone I've been hurting I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me or anything, but I just want you to know I feel remorseful. I don't want to use my mental illness as an excuse or anything because I am aware that I have free will. I don't know how long this hiatus will last, it'll range from a few days to a few weeks. I just need time to get my life together and really see what's going on with me. If y'all need to reach me I'll be on my discord, and I do not mind being in calls(I just need some time away from both HT the server and discord). But other than that, I hope you all have a nice day.