[acfuffy]

(03-28-2016, 03:06 AM)vilneas Wrote: Acfuffy here's my thoughts on this,  when other staff come to me about you being a giant dick on the server I see a problem here. This is not the first time you have acted this way either. Back before you supposedly quit the server or took a long break you were the same way. I remember this as I was the one that dealt with you back then. Now when you decided to come back regularly we went through the same issues as the past and at some point I do remember calling you on it in open chat, saying something along the lines of you have not changed at all. You have always tried to push the line of what you can get away with and I personally think the staff as a whole are tired of your childish crap to date. Not only that you were scolded and made to apologize to the whole server in global chat yet you still decided to harass someone after this ending your day with a ban. At what point do you feel we can trust you when you say you can change the way you are, when all I have seen from the start to date is the same trolling crap attitude out you.

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You brought up some very valid points here Vil, and I would like to review those. As you said, before I took a break I was the same way. This same "trolling crap attitude" is one I have definitely been trying to work on irl, and online. I understand there is a difference between humour and annoyance, and yet I often find myself forgetting this. I understand your reluctance to trust someone like me, as I have repetitively have tried to be an ass and screw others over for my own benefit. But truthfully, the experience of being banned has been a major wake up call for me. I understand the possibility of never returning to this great server, and how I wish I did things differently. My behaviour yesterday especially and in the past makes me ashamed of myself, as it was extremely rude and childish. I am sincerely sorry for this. I'm not asking for your trust, I'm only asking for a second chance, to try and do things differently from before, and restore poor relationships.