03-31-2017, 06:23 AM
This is something that I wanted to say on the 27th, but as many of you have noticed I really haven't been the that good of a mental state for the past week. I've had my chat turned off for the majority of the time as my depression has been being triggered by a lot of simple things, apologies to those trying to communicate with me. I've only talked with a few people over the past few weeks because of this, and because talking to them just comforts me. I've been having mental breakdowns a lot over the past week as well as a severe lack of appetite from how much I've been throwing up. I've also left the servers discord channel for now, just due to me current sensitivity on certain topics. If you need to contact me you can either PM me (discord) or try to mail me in game as I occasionally do turn my chat on.
I would like to thank you all for the support, not only to those of you who commented, but also the people that wanted to keep it private. Not just to the people who responded to this, but everyone that has been there for me in some way. You are all important to me as well as the server as a whole. It's just been an amazing community to have been a part of and I've met some truly amazing and important people to my life.
I don't know how long I'm going to be in the state I am now (not really talking to anyone), but I want to assure to everyone, not just the people I've been talking to, that I'm going to be okay. I've spent most of my time these past weeks either talking with the people I trust, randomly flying around the server, or just laying in bed, mostly crying. I am improving though, however slow it seems, things are getting better. You guys are all to thank for that, thanks for having me as part of the community and thank you for all the support you've given me.
-NukedIceCream
I would like to thank you all for the support, not only to those of you who commented, but also the people that wanted to keep it private. Not just to the people who responded to this, but everyone that has been there for me in some way. You are all important to me as well as the server as a whole. It's just been an amazing community to have been a part of and I've met some truly amazing and important people to my life.
I don't know how long I'm going to be in the state I am now (not really talking to anyone), but I want to assure to everyone, not just the people I've been talking to, that I'm going to be okay. I've spent most of my time these past weeks either talking with the people I trust, randomly flying around the server, or just laying in bed, mostly crying. I am improving though, however slow it seems, things are getting better. You guys are all to thank for that, thanks for having me as part of the community and thank you for all the support you've given me.
-NukedIceCream