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Server you were banned on (SMP/Discord): Hometown
Minecraft username: .Zaxty2031
Reason for your ban (exactly what it says when you try to log in!): "x-ray"
Who banned you: Essayjinx & Steasaur
Why should you be unbanned (Why should we give you a second chance?): Hello, it is me, .Zaxty2031, I have been banned at 3:45 PM 2025/July/4. I have been banned for X-raying in the server HomeTown, I'm going to be honest, I am really shocked that I got banned, for X-raying too. I'm not sure if you got the wrong person or you really meant to ban me, but from the bottom of my heart I didn't X-ray, I understand you have a system and such. Guessing that it was my strip mining, You probably got suspicious on how I mined, or the random patterns I took, and then going straight to diamonds, I have to admit, I was scared thinking that admins were watching me and thought that I was using a cheat, But I was desperate so I took the diamonds, of course some other ore, Sorry if I looked suspicious, I knew I did but I didn't X-Ray, (also my device wont run X-ray, too laggy.) and the reason I was rejoining a lot was because of my bad internet, there is proof that I have bad internet as I already rejoined a lot before, sometimes with my skins not working as well. Honestly, I know how to find diamonds, I know how they hide next to you a lot and can be in places you never thought would be in, so that's where I checked, I also digged around lava because they spawn more there, and I dig around Tuff because diamonds spawn there too, and same thing with Redstone and other ore, I was honestly just mining in random directions, I probably did miss some diamonds which if I had X-ray I would avoid those, check for yourself, and also my friend O_Scarlet_rose was not a part of the mining trip, it was just me and a partner grinding for money, I don't dig like my partner does, my partner digs in layers which is slow and doesn't work as much.
That's really all I have to say, and I may seem like a silly guy, but I take things seriously, if you disagree with something, or want to say something or talk about this, DM my discord renjikage, or if you can, talk to me here.
Why do you want to come back: I want to come back because I love the people in the server, and really it was a place that I felt like I belonged, I honestly have been pushed out, judged, left out, or bullied with many servers, or groups, I will admit that I am calm, but I am scared, If I find out I'm truly gone, my mother will worry why I am silent, and I will worry if I deserve love. (Almost done with the reasoning) My family loves me, true that is, but brothers are the most important ones, and mine dislikes me, I give him a lot but.. It's too sensitive of a subject, sorry I'll get back on track, I'm just putting my thoughts down at this point..!
Honestly, all I ever wanted was so care for people.
I want to protect the ones I love, even if its silly as a server or game.
I still know they have feelings, and they can struggle, someone like me can help so much.
I cant cancel out my huge anxiety if I'm not around them, or not keeping track.
They'll be wondering where I've been, and I'll be gone.
Even for the people that I don't know- I want to protect, I know I have a good sense of logic and reasoning, Of course, you don't know me, so you might think I'm lying, but I wish for you to trust me.
I had a dream, one I thought I could catch but it's gone now.
Wanting to be there for someone, someone powerful,
someone powerful to protect, give, help.
to laugh, smile.
A dream, where I was a mod, the funniest one, so sweet and kind, forgetting my trauma as I laugh with people I know that count on me.
...
I'm sorry,
... about everything.
(my intention was to not get personal, I ended up getting a little personal, but I guess I'm fine with it)
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